![]() I have to be there to deal with this whole hellish situation. I have to be where my parents can see me so they don't worry. Work is the problem, leave work and regain your wellbeing. You’re Not the problem, don’t hurt yourself. I don't want to watch films, they don't distract me, my mind wanders. If you are thinking to yourself I wish I was dead you may be suffering from a burnout by trying to do too much and hence you feel deflated, sad, depressed, lonely and now want to kill yourself. I don't want to phone anyone, talking doesn't help me, I despise phones. I just want to be left alone to cope with things in my own way. I need it to gain some control, to stop everything spiralling past me. It won't kill me, and the pain is minimal - it hurts less than the thoughts in my head. Because it is bad, it is wrong - no matter how much it helps. I want to self harm, I want to cut every available bit of skin. If I start crying I don't think I can stop. Steve Dymond, 63, is thought to have died of an. I have to call everyone, and drive everywhere, and pack and juggle his moods and mine. A JEREMY Kyle Show 'suicide victim' was sent home in a taxi two hours after telling an ITV researcher 'I wish I was dead', an inquest heard today. I have to do so much, and he's in no fit state to do anything. I just want to be left alone, I want to spend a week in a dark room all alone. How do you cope with someone with an anxiety disorder and depression when they are in a state of constant anxiety and constantly suicidal? I'm not strong enough. As soon as the wedding was over we had to start dealing with all this shit. I've been married 2 months, we haven't had a honeymoon period. He'd have needed me to visit and all the rest. Half of me wishes DH had been hospitalised when the paramedics were called because then I'd have got a break. I'm having to struggle with my depression, with DH's depression, with MIL's lunacy, with the landlord's idiocy. I don't want to reiterate it all, but the basic outcome is that I don't think I can take much more.
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